by SuperKuna! on Sat Nov 24, 2007 7:45 pm
bridge
i stood there for the longest time
pacing
over slats of wood
fingering the match in my hand
i saw the green on either side of me
and i didn't know how to get there
i just knew that i was no longer
content to stay
where i had been
the stagnant wood was not enough
i wanted something green
something alive
so finally after i could pace no more
i struck the match
watch it burn until it hit my fingertips
surprised at the pain
i dropped it
and everything lit up so quickly
the bridge went up in flames
around me
keeping me from land
the flames took everything from under me
it was too late when i realized that
i, too, would fall
tumbling end over end into the ravine
followed by the burning debris
that i created
anderson and lincoln
i have memorized you
every laugh line
and every moment of the day
your wants
your favorite moments
the look in your eyes that says you are angry
or just merely annoyed
i know just how to push
or when when to back down
but i have no idea how to let go
you have memorized me
my favorite things
the way to turn a frown into a smile
the way i take an idea
and turn it into a determination
you know every part of me so well
to the point that i wonder
if i am so transarent to everyone
or if you simply
pay more attention to me
http://ohsweetmonkeys.blogspot.com/"So I'm giving up."
"Giving up?"
"Yes -- giving up trying to be good. I'm just going to do what I want now, and let the chips fall where they may."
Stephenie Meyer